[ And if Billy enjoys this, he'll be surprised. They've fucked the same girls enough for him to know Gator doesn't give a shit if they enjoy it. Billy barely does either, but he at least pretends a little. Usually.
This is stupid. Crazy. Bordering on suicidal, really. But God fucking help him, he wants him so fucking badly. So he takes a few screenshots - just in case he needs to prove that hey, Gator's the one fucking initiating this shit - and then returns to typing. ]
the quarry? it's fucking freezing.
whatever, man. yeah, i've got some.
[ No condoms. Billy feels his face flush at the thought of taking Gator, both long and thick, one of the biggest he's seen - and taking him raw. Hearing him grunt when he comes and this time, he'll feel it, hot and deep. Fuck. He's watched him do it across a girl's face, couldn't get the image out of his head if he tried. He throbs in his jeans and takes another drag from his cigarette. ]
if you're not there in 20 i'm leaving
[ Not too generous, given that the Tillmans are pretty isolated out on their ranch. But Billy knows full well that Gator's got no qualms with speeding, even with snow on the roads. As for him, he pulls on his winter jacket, tucking a small bottle of lube into the pocket, and heads out to his car.
It's only the cold making his hands shake against the steering wheel. Nothing else. ]
[ gator ignores the texts, stomping out his cigarette under his boots. his truck keys are in his pocket, so when he climbs in and starts the heater - he knows what's about to happen. he's about to fuck another man for the first time - he's about to fuck billy hargrove. he knows that this might be dangerous, that billy might fight or become disinterested, but gator's determined to get what he wants and what he needs out of billy tonight. if that includes using a little violence to get his way, so be it. sometimes it begets it, the rage and anger combined.
he pulls up at the quarry around fifteen minutes later, looking out of the front of his truck window. when he spots the fucking camaro, he parks near it and kills the engine. he gets out, then walks around the rear end of the truck. he unlocks the bed, watching the tailgate fall over. ]
Get outta the fuckin' car.
[ he's already stripping, pulling himself out of his t-shirt and tossing it onto the bed. his belt is next, and he snaps it. maybe he'll use it to tie billy up, or stick it in his mouth, or wrap it around his throat - ]
[ Billy arrives at the quarry and is relieved to find it deserted. He's partied here in the summer, the fall, but it's eerie now, quiet and dark. He's still trembling a little as he lights another cigarette, heartbeat racing.
Gator's truck pulling up spikes his heartbeat again, and he wonders if maybe he shouldn't have just left. That'd be worse, though, he knows it. Gator doesn't need more reason to change his mind, to fuck him over instead of just fucking him.
He opens his door and steps out with a snort, rolling his eyes. ]
Cool it, officer, I'm fuckin' coming.
[ Snow crunches under his boots as he makes his way over to Gator's truck, letting his eyes roam over his muscles as he undresses. Billy's much less willing to get naked in this weather, setting the bottle of lube in the truck bed before shucking out of his jacket. Even with a thermal on, it's still fucking cold. So he goes for his own belt next, and for once, he feels like he doesn't know what he's doing.
It's different with chicks. Hell, it's different with guys who aren't Gator. Does he want to make out, or is that too faggy? How much can he touch him without it getting weird? With all the guys he's been with before, he's never needed to consider it. ]
You sure you don't wanna do this in the back seat?
[ gator's used to the cold. too used to it. whether it be from his own family life to the literal weather, gator's known cold for as long as he can remember. it's molded him into something icy, so when he looks at billy, he sees nothing but weakness in this moment. he steps up to billy, half-naked, pulling him close into a kiss. it's bruising, gator's teeth biting billy's bottom lip. it's horrible and monstrous, how he drinks from billy before shoving him against the truck. ]
Then go on, get in the back fuckin' seat.
[ he unbuttons and unzips his fly, climbing into the truck after billy and slamming the door. he's on him again in a matter of seconds, pants open. he kisses him again, harder, pushing him back against the seat. gator licks up the side of billy's neck - and this isn't as different as he thought it would be. billy's mouth tastes good - his body fits. gator kisses his jawline, his ear, and this is what gator has to overcome - his hand slithers downward, and gator parts from billy long enough for a flash of uncertainty sparks in his eyes. he looks down billy's body, and as his attention hones in on his crotch - another man's dick - he decides that he's here for one thing, and he might as well take it. ]
[ When Gator yanks him close, though, all Billy feels is heat, burning through layers of clothing. He kisses just as roughly as Billy imagined, teeth sinking into his lip, making him groan. It's not enough, though, and soon he's being pushed back against the truck, Gator back to snapping at him, demanding he get in. ]
Christ.
[ Billy tugs his jeans down to his knees before climbing his way into the back of Gator's truck, wondering how all the chicks he picks up manage to even get in. Feeling Gator's weight top of him is even better than he thought it would be. Fuck. He's missed this. Try as he might not to want it, he misses being with guys all the goddamn time. He knows how risky it is. He knows Gator could use this to blow up his entire life. But if that were enough to deter him, he'd be at home right now.
Billy opens up easily for another bruising kiss, grabbing at Gator's hips. It feels different than when they fuck girls together - they're both so hungry for it, for each other. He shivers as lips and tongue work over his throat, his jaw, his breath hitching in his throat. There's a moment where Gator freezes, and Billy just stares up at him, lips parted, watching as those dark eyes wander down to the erection straining the front of his boxers.
Open your fuckin' legs, Gator demands, and Billy can't help letting out a breathless laugh as he obeys, thighs spreading wide against the cold leather seats, goosebumps prickling along his skin. ]
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[ And if Billy enjoys this, he'll be surprised. They've fucked the same girls enough for him to know Gator doesn't give a shit if they enjoy it. Billy barely does either, but he at least pretends a little. Usually.
This is stupid. Crazy. Bordering on suicidal, really. But God fucking help him, he wants him so fucking badly. So he takes a few screenshots - just in case he needs to prove that hey, Gator's the one fucking initiating this shit - and then returns to typing. ]
the quarry? it's fucking freezing.
whatever, man. yeah, i've got some.
[ No condoms. Billy feels his face flush at the thought of taking Gator, both long and thick, one of the biggest he's seen - and taking him raw. Hearing him grunt when he comes and this time, he'll feel it, hot and deep. Fuck. He's watched him do it across a girl's face, couldn't get the image out of his head if he tried. He throbs in his jeans and takes another drag from his cigarette. ]
if you're not there in 20 i'm leaving
[ Not too generous, given that the Tillmans are pretty isolated out on their ranch. But Billy knows full well that Gator's got no qualms with speeding, even with snow on the roads. As for him, he pulls on his winter jacket, tucking a small bottle of lube into the pocket, and heads out to his car.
It's only the cold making his hands shake against the steering wheel. Nothing else. ]
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he pulls up at the quarry around fifteen minutes later, looking out of the front of his truck window. when he spots the fucking camaro, he parks near it and kills the engine. he gets out, then walks around the rear end of the truck. he unlocks the bed, watching the tailgate fall over. ]
Get outta the fuckin' car.
[ he's already stripping, pulling himself out of his t-shirt and tossing it onto the bed. his belt is next, and he snaps it. maybe he'll use it to tie billy up, or stick it in his mouth, or wrap it around his throat - ]
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Gator's truck pulling up spikes his heartbeat again, and he wonders if maybe he shouldn't have just left. That'd be worse, though, he knows it. Gator doesn't need more reason to change his mind, to fuck him over instead of just fucking him.
He opens his door and steps out with a snort, rolling his eyes. ]
Cool it, officer, I'm fuckin' coming.
[ Snow crunches under his boots as he makes his way over to Gator's truck, letting his eyes roam over his muscles as he undresses. Billy's much less willing to get naked in this weather, setting the bottle of lube in the truck bed before shucking out of his jacket. Even with a thermal on, it's still fucking cold. So he goes for his own belt next, and for once, he feels like he doesn't know what he's doing.
It's different with chicks. Hell, it's different with guys who aren't Gator. Does he want to make out, or is that too faggy? How much can he touch him without it getting weird? With all the guys he's been with before, he's never needed to consider it. ]
You sure you don't wanna do this in the back seat?
[ Wouldn't be the first time. ]
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[ gator's used to the cold. too used to it. whether it be from his own family life to the literal weather, gator's known cold for as long as he can remember. it's molded him into something icy, so when he looks at billy, he sees nothing but weakness in this moment. he steps up to billy, half-naked, pulling him close into a kiss. it's bruising, gator's teeth biting billy's bottom lip. it's horrible and monstrous, how he drinks from billy before shoving him against the truck. ]
Then go on, get in the back fuckin' seat.
[ he unbuttons and unzips his fly, climbing into the truck after billy and slamming the door. he's on him again in a matter of seconds, pants open. he kisses him again, harder, pushing him back against the seat. gator licks up the side of billy's neck - and this isn't as different as he thought it would be. billy's mouth tastes good - his body fits. gator kisses his jawline, his ear, and this is what gator has to overcome - his hand slithers downward, and gator parts from billy long enough for a flash of uncertainty sparks in his eyes. he looks down billy's body, and as his attention hones in on his crotch - another man's dick - he decides that he's here for one thing, and he might as well take it. ]
Open your fuckin' legs.
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[ When Gator yanks him close, though, all Billy feels is heat, burning through layers of clothing. He kisses just as roughly as Billy imagined, teeth sinking into his lip, making him groan. It's not enough, though, and soon he's being pushed back against the truck, Gator back to snapping at him, demanding he get in. ]
Christ.
[ Billy tugs his jeans down to his knees before climbing his way into the back of Gator's truck, wondering how all the chicks he picks up manage to even get in. Feeling Gator's weight top of him is even better than he thought it would be. Fuck. He's missed this. Try as he might not to want it, he misses being with guys all the goddamn time. He knows how risky it is. He knows Gator could use this to blow up his entire life. But if that were enough to deter him, he'd be at home right now.
Billy opens up easily for another bruising kiss, grabbing at Gator's hips. It feels different than when they fuck girls together - they're both so hungry for it, for each other. He shivers as lips and tongue work over his throat, his jaw, his breath hitching in his throat. There's a moment where Gator freezes, and Billy just stares up at him, lips parted, watching as those dark eyes wander down to the erection straining the front of his boxers.
Open your fuckin' legs, Gator demands, and Billy can't help letting out a breathless laugh as he obeys, thighs spreading wide against the cold leather seats, goosebumps prickling along his skin. ]
This what you've been dreaming of, Tillman?