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𝙳𝙴𝙿𝚄𝚃𝚈 𝙶𝙰𝚃𝙾𝚁 𝚃𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙼𝙰𝙽. ([personal profile] tillman) wrote2024-10-20 11:32 am
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𝙾𝙿𝙴𝙽.








𝙾𝙿𝙴𝙽 𝟸𝟺/𝟽.
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[personal profile] satanicpanics 2025-11-25 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The fact of the matter is that Eddie has some idea of what he’s gotten himself into. Though he may not know the whole of it, he still understands that the man he’s dealing with is genuinely dangerous and at least capable of killing. Whether or not he actually has is unknown to him, but he’s seen the storm brewing behind Gator’s eyes on more than one occasion, and he’s often wondered if, or rather when he might be the next to find Gator’s hands around his throat.

Because Eddie has been known to poke the bear. Cops are easy to mess with, especially the specific breed of small town cop he’s the most familiar with. The ones who will haul him downtown only to release him an hour later because they never find anything and fail to follow up on some pretty obvious leads. Gator isn’t that breed of cop. He’s something darker all together, but Eddie has still never been able to help himself, and the two of them managed to entwine themselves together long before this evening’s events. Eddie sells, Gator uses, and neither can out the other without sacrificing themself as well. They’ve just twisted themselves more tightly together now, adding a second layer to this whole fucked up ordeal.

Eddie is quite certain he’ll be able to untangle himself from Gator, though, if it should come to that. He’s sure he’ll know when to pull back before he digs too deep of a hole for himself. He’s sure, and he can only hope that he’s not wrong, because that kiss sets him on fire, more so than all the ones before it. It’s intense and leaves him wanting for more of something that he knows he can’t have right now. It’s enough to nearly makes him doubt his ability or desire to ever put an end to this. Fuck, this is bad, this is terrifying, actually, and that seed of doubt threatens to germinate once more—

But they part, and just like that, their time is up, and worrying isn’t worth the effort. Eddie reaches for a towel to begin squeezing the water from his dripping hair, wraps the towel around his waist, and carefully slips by the other man to collect fresh clothing from his chaotic dragon’s hoard of a bedroom.
]

I’m not stopping you, man.

[ And he doesn’t. He doesn’t try to reach for him, utters no word to slow him, and when they separate, he makes no move to close the space between them once more. He gets it. Gator has already stayed longer than intended. Any longer and it will look even more suspicious than it already does. They both know that this is how it needs to be.

He emerges moments later, right back in his typical band t-shirt uniform, and leans against the door frame to eye him, arms crossed and head tilted, expression unreadable despite the smile on his mouth.
]

I’ll see you next time, deputy.