[ Quentin swats back at that with an muted cut it out! and, despite precedent suggestion that pausing is a bad idea, holds his glare at Gator for another few seconds. Words stop up against the front of his mouth, shuffle out dully: ] I don't--
[ But then he bites his lips shut. Mad. Pouting, like a kid. He cranks the water on.
[ The thing is, he may be easy, but Quentin still has his forms of privacy that he clings too. As he sheds out of his coat and shoes, letting them pile on the floor haphazardly, he's painfully aware that he can think of the last person that saw him naked. Half naked, sure, clothes askew in the dark. But he doesn't let people see him like this.
[ As the steam builds, at least there's a good chance that it obscures the scars. The little ones inside his thighs, over his sides, that he usually forgets about. He's out of his pants easily enough. The sweatshirt and shirt underneath are more awkward; as he peels out of them, he tries to angle his eyes away and his good shoulder towards Gator to hide the thick strips of scar tissue slashed over the left side of his chest--stabbed all the way through his shoulder on the back.
[ His clothes look muddy gray on the floor, flushed skin too pink in the tidy little bathroom. Just get it done. He doesn't spare Gator a look before slipping under the steaming water. ]
[ gator wants to rear back and hit him again, wants to show him what respect looks like, but instead he merely watches with cold eyes as quentin steps under the water. he looks him over, unimpressed, gun now on his lap as he pulls the safety. he checks the clip, reloads, then pulls back the hammer. ]
Listen, now. You're gonna wash up, then you're comin' to bed. With me. That's the only way I know you won't steal anythin'.
[ gator's lips purse, and he lifts the gun, the barrel pointed upward. he taps it to his forehead, his temple, then points it at quentin. ]
Yeah, I got it. [ The shower curtain is not going to protect him from a bullet, but it's incredible what a thin membrane will do for a mouth's confidence. He's soaking himself down despite the lip. The heat of the water does wonders for the steadiness in his body, the scent of multi-use wash in his palm tickling some pleasant locker room memory. Jesus.
[ He spares a glance out at Gator as he soaps through his hair. The shitty product carves the grease out of his curls in seconds. ]
No, you didn't, and you rolled out the...paramilitary welcome wagon too. [ Scoff away. Quentin scrubs the suds out of his hair, rubs the lather over the scars that Gator blessedly hadn't remarked on, lets his hands rinse clean before turning his face into the stream. Yeah, that's...good. Brisk, but good.
[ He's just as brisk lathering up again to clean the crooks if him--his pits, his crack, course and quick around his dick. ] I guess I'm just trying to calculate the cost of all this kindness.
Oh yeah? Think that's bad, huh? You scared of freedom?
[ guns and god bless america. not that gator has ever given two fucks about his father's religious bullshit, but he knows better than to speak on it to fucking quentin. instead, he keeps the military attitude, hoping that is threat enough alone. the gun is just a plus, isn't it? ]
What, you think I'm just gonna toss you out? Oh, baby, you ain't got a clue.
No, I'm pretty sure you're gonna get your due one way or another.
[ He turns off the water with a low thunk, pushes the curtain all the way to the side and holds his arms up for inspection. Turns to the back. About face again, lifting his junk up for the whole review. How's that for military? ]
[ the look in his eye is dangerous, tempted into violence. his fingers flex before he stands, tossing a towel at quentin with little intent on where it lands. he then straightens his spine, tilting his head, eyes washing over the skinny, pathetic thing in his shower. they crawl, vastly irritated, and without warning - ]
You gonna talk to me like that all night, shithead?
[ gator's hand flies out, a predator angling their prey. it wraps around quentin's throat, squeezing, pushing him against the wall of the shower. he steps inside the tub, boots on the wet porcelain. he closes their distance. ]
See, where I'm from, we got this thing called manners.
[ The hand wraps around his throat about a second after Quentin wipes the water off his face. In the resurging swell of adrenaline, every strange sensation throws itself against his brain--the cool wall against his shoulders. The slick tiles between his feet, just a slip-slide away from grinding against Gator's boots. Grit from the tread sluicing against his toes. The flimsy barrier of the towel between him and Gator, the steely transgression of that barrier curling into his neck. It all bottlenecks against the front of his brain, crackling in his eyes as he stares back. It's easy to see that he's still struggling, even as he makes his decisions. Count of three. Don't stall.
[ He nods against Gator's hand, swallows against Gator's hand, bunching his towel in his hands. ] Okay. You know what they say, you can--take the man out of the city...
[ Slow, ginger, he wraps the towel around his waist. The corner of his mouth twitches, but he's steady when he asks: ] What kind of manners do you wanna see?
[ gator watches, still broken glass on wet concrete. the swallow, the nod, but gator doesn't remove his hand. he squeezes harder, in fact, leaning in so close that his breath is hot against quentin's face. he wraps the towel around himself, and gator finally retreats, smiling broad. it's as if it never happened, but the cruelty in gator's eyes is unmistakable. they shine - deranged, and he laughs lowly, stepping out of the tub. the dirt from his boots grimes the floor of it, but that's for one of roy's wives to clean up. ]
Out of the city, huh? You think all that shit's gonna get you somewhere here? 'Cause it ain't.
[ gator picks up another towel, drying his hand from quentin's wet skin. he tosses it at quentin after he's done, knowing he might need one for his hair. he backs up, both hands up, before he sits on the edge of the sink again. his eyes still look fucking cracked, but he's calm. for now. ]
You're gonna have to be real nice, you fuckin' pussy. Stand up straight.
[ Drying his hair out is a chance for respite, a chance to cover his face with the towel while he breathes--while his brain tries to catch up with what he's feeling, what to do with the look in Gator's eyes.
[ That look makes his gut wobble more than being pressed to the wall or cuffed around the neck. With Gator puffing against his mouth, he could have kissed him. He could have knocked him out. The question of which was more likely frightens him. Maybe the only way to mitigate the fear is
[ Choose. Decide. Be nice.
[ When he steps out of the shower, he's still wrapped around his waist, the second towel hung around his neck. He feels better, clean and a little covered up. Knows he looks more presentable with his hair clean and mussed--sweeter, sexier. He trusts his ability to push a result with the way he looks as he steps to Gator at the edge of the sink. He fits between Gator's knees, filling the space instead of taking it. He holds onto the edge of the towel around his neck, but he leans in close enough that the backs of his hands press to Gator's chest. ]
Okay. I can be nice. I can be real nice. Thank you for letting me shower. Can I kiss you? Please?
[ quentin's hands are on gator's chest, and gator fights the urge to push him off, to beat him senseless for that kind of familiarity. however, his knees open wider to accommodate him, but that doesn't mean a goddamn thing. gator tilts his head, face unimpressed, unamused. his eyes dance with violent intent. he doesn't lash out, though, no. quentin just saw that, and with all tillmans, there's a shade before the storm. there's plenty of time to work quentin in the dirt. gator slides his arms up to cuff his fingers around quentin's wrists gently. ]
You're gettin' awfully close. That your plan?
[ a slow smile grows against gator's features, and he nods once, just as slow. he releases quentin from his grip, leaning back. he stares at quentin with that deranged look, and then he laughs. real, genuine, and it isn't as harsh as it could be. ]
Think all this is gonna make it easier on you? What are you thinkin'? Take the gun, blow my fuckin' brains out?
[ gator reaches for the gun, quick. before a blink, the barrel is pointed at quentin's temple. gator cocks the hammer. the safety is off. gator tilts his chin up, and he's every inch roy, a predator that likes to play with his food. ]
[ It takes less than a blink for him to feel the barrel against his temple, warm from Gator's body--but he closes his eyes anyway. His mouth pinches, nose scrunches minutely. Goddammit. ] I guess you'd have a hell of a mess to clean up.
[ As his eyes open, he doesn't bother hiding the way his breath shakes. ] Kind of a waste of a shower.
[ fear. it's a hell of a thing, the way it shakes the bones and rattles the insides like a bottle of pills. it's a nagging sensation, one that gator has been on the end of with his father - but rot leads to more rot, and pain begits more pain. gator tilts his head, watching as quentin closes his eyes. there it is. there he is. some fucking coward that shivers at the feeling of warm steel. ]
Real fuckin' cute that you think I'd clean it up.
[ a smile, slow. so slow. his teeth are on edge, practically stained red with the hunt. he has quentin where he wants him, right in the corner, and the way his breath trembles - gator chuckles, it's low, and it's amused enough that he releases the hammer and backs the gun away. he's still holding it, the barrel pointed skyward. ]
Look at you - shakin'. You think a little ol' gun's gonna be the thing that gets you? Huh? Look at me when I'm fuckin' talkin' to you.
[ The paternal tinge of that rubs him like a paper cut, but he responds to it. No comeback, just an unsteady bend in his mouth and his eyes deliberate on Gator. He's listening. ]
[ the edge in gator's voice is terrifying, he knows. he always knows. he stands up, pushing quentin out of the way, then holsters the gun against his thigh again. he smiles, then reaches up - again, darting, movements lethal - taking him by the back of his sopping hair. he snatches him, pushing him forward. he doesn't give a fuck one way or the other how quentin feels - pussy shit, all formed up into a living snot rocket that stands before him. pathetic, weak. ]
Get out. Bedroom's to the left.
[ gator follows, standing up straight. he pushes quentin again, hand on the small of his bare back. he knows the boy will struggle, but that's all part of it, isn't it? that fear, that pliable nothingness that people become when it settles in the brain. ]
[ At least moving is good. Better than being still. Moving in the dark of the hallway is a welcome reprieve from the sterile, investigative light of the bathroom. Welcome, too, the familiar smell of sheltered burnout--weed and juice, the foggy weight of a boy shut up in here too long--that greets him on the other side of Gator's door.
[ It surprises him that there's nothing on the floor for him to trip over. He can't see the details of the things on the walls clearly, but it surprises him to realize that the walls are covered and colorful, that the place is clean. Even comfortable, despite the glimpses of disturbing imagery he gets as his eyes adjust. It's a nest. A home.
[ As soon as his nerves start to relax, he knows to look out. Abruptly, his gaze cuts over his shoulder to see where Gator is--whether one of those hands is coming to cuff him again. If it is, he flinches away instinctively. His skin prickles up his spine as he asks: ]
[ quentin is practically shivering, and gator, like his namesake - can smell it, nostrils flaring, as if he's coming up out of the swamp water to attack. he closes the door behind them, locking it. he stares at quentin with shiny eyes - dark, shark-like. he steps forward, slow, hands up in mock-surrender as he grins. it's not a pretty sight by any means, the danger in the air thick and suffocating. gator pushes quentin forward again, snatching the towel from around his waist. ]
Yeah, I want you on the fuckin' bed.
[ he taps quentin on the back of the head with his knuckles, just hard enough to hurt, just hard enough to get him going. he tosses the towel over his desk chair, then rears back and smacks quentin's ass with full strength. ]
We can do this easy, or we can do this hard. But me? I kinda like it hard.
[ he pushes quentin again, this time forcefully. there's no softness, no consideration. he slips out of his t-shirt, revealing his torso, before he slings the shirt over the towel. ]
Ain't no one gonna come if you scream but me, you get me?
[ The thing is, Quentin considers while his skin still stings from the slap, throat still vibrates from his own yelp, that he kind of likes it hard too. Whether his hard aligns with Gator's is questionable at best, but he doesn't mind the sting, and he doesn't mind Gator's hands when they're tangled in his t-shirt.
[ So he tries to play. If Gator likes playing the hard way, he can't complain when Quentin bounces back from being shoved and catches him by the waist of his pants. Tugs him along with, eyes scraping over his body in the dim light. Does he have scars too? ]
Sounds like you want me to scream. I mean, you wanna come, I'm guessing. [ One hand stays fisted in Gator's jeans, the other sweeping over his abs, his chest. ] You mean like porn screaming or like--worse--screaming?
[ gator's hips fall between quentin's as he grabs his belt buckle. gator grins, slow, before he pushes quentin back against the pillows. he climbs up, then leans over, arms holding him up, before he kisses quentin with bite. he sucks his bottom lip, pulling it, allowing it to snap back before he devours quentin again. he likes it, likes it with men in particular, but he can't imagine that quentin's ready for gator's carnal violence. after he's done kissing quentin, he reaches up, grabbing a pair of handcuffs from the headboard. they're around quentin's wrists and clicked into place in a matter of seconds. ]
Let's see which one wins out, huh? You wanna be my pornstar? Wanna open those legs for it?
[ gator unbuckles himself, pulling his trousers and boxers down just enough, free cock rubbing against quentin's as he ruts forward. his hand snakes up to wrap around quentin's throat, but he doesn't squeeze, not yet. he simply rubs their cocks together with his free hand, gator's weighty and stiff. he licks his bottom lip, watching quentin's eyes. ]
Now, baby, you ain't ever gonna get it like this.
[ and that's a fact. it's coming, the pain, but the pleasure he's drawing out makes sense. play with the prey, play with your food. gator slowly works his hand up and down, fist tight but palm soft around quentin's cock. he pinches the head, working his thumb, his own cock laying against quentin's abdomen. ]
[ That's what he likes, especially with guys. The zeal in his mouth and the needling feeling of blood being sucked to the surface of his skin. The weight down his front. The appreciative hum that bubbles up out of him isn't the least bit put-on; Quentin takes advantage of the kiss to enjoy himself, pawing Gator's sides and chest, pinching a nipple hard in retaliation (admiration) for the gnawing at his lip.
[ He likes it enough that when Gator pulls away, Quentin tries to chase it--but the cuffs bring him back to the present. That's--fine, that's fair. It doesn't hurt his hard-on at all, even if the pinch makes him jerk and hiss. ]
You're gonna change my whole life, huh? [ The edge of the cuffs skate his skin strangely as he wiggles down an inch or so squeeze his thighs around Gator's sides, one heel tucking behind Gator's knee. His eyes fall to look for the cock resting heavy in the crook of his thigh, teeth pull instinctively at his lip to see Gator's fist working him just as casual as it is mean. Quiet, loose and airy: ] That feels--mm. That feels good, Gator. Besides, the--I mean. You don't want me to touch you?
[ that feels good, gator. his jawline hardens, angles and stubble, before he rears back and slaps quentin across the face with the back of his hand, the other still working his cock like nothing happened. he jerks it toward himself, feeling it in his hand. he knows that quentin might not like it that way, but gator knows what he, himself, likes. that's what's most important, his climax, his orgasm. quentin is simply a hole to fuck, no better than some teenager's spunk sock. he's warm and soft and lithe where it matters, fat thighs, thick cock. gator's own drools, it's the violence. ]
Does it feel good, slut? You gonna get a wet cunt?
[ he spits in quentin's face, the glob of it hitting his cheek. he then snatches quentin's head back by his hair, fingers no longer stroking. he kisses him roughly, this time biting, slamming quentin's head against the pillows. his cockhead rubs against quentin's opening. he doesn't dare, not without lube, but the idea is there. gator could pin down quentin and take what he wants without worry, but he wants quentin to ache for it. he wants him a mess under him, being thrust into so hard he practically tastes what gator plans on draining deep inside. ]
That's it, baby, open up, or I'll beat the shit out of you.
Don't fucking--don--! [ Don't hit for no reason, don't call it that, don't call him that, but Gator shuts off complaints with his lips and teeth. Quentin's complaining squawk buzzes through the kiss--arcs up into a shout when the heat inside his hip sloughs away and Gator prods his ass roughly.
[ The backs of his arms ache, like his neck as he cranes away from Gator's mouth, like his hip flexors when he wedges a shin against the inside of Gator's thigh to push him back. ]
Jesus, ease up! Where's your condoms? You got me stuck, alright, you win! But I have not been tested for like two months, okay, don't you fucking dare.
[ another slap, this time harder than the last. the back of gator's hand is red, it stings, but it's satisfying. his cock twitches, the violence, the way quentin looks up at him like some kind of wounded fucking animal. those big eyes, the fear: it's divine, running right between gator's legs and hitting hard. ]
You're gonna lay there, you're gonna like it. Do you fuckin' understand?
[ that's when quentin pushes gator back, and before he can spit on him again - don't you fucking dare. gator blinks, then his upper lip twitches in anger. the little fucker might not be clean, and that pisses gator off more than quentin understands. no condoms, ever. his daddy didn't raise no bitch, in his opinion, and if someone happens to get pregnant - well, that's what doctors are for. abortions are high in stark county, but not because of gator. holes are holes, and he prefers his cock driving in and coming thick.
with a growl, his hand reaches out, and he takes quentin by the throat. he squeezes, holding him down, cockhead laying against quentin's own. he thrusts his hips, fucking against quentin's own cock. pleasure and pain, hate and love. it's the same thing, isn't it? a smack, a kiss, a fuck, a punch. same exhilaration. same adrenaline. ]
I don't fuckin' use condoms. Are you fuckin' clean or not?
[ Even through the vise around his neck, he laughs in disbelief. Cheek fiery and stinging, palm heels hot from the pressure of the cuffs, vision spotty and and eyes tipping back, he comes up with a laugh as he tries to do the logic puzzle. Pull his last screening and every person he's been with, straining for the memory of safety measures, because he never goes without. Never goes without, but--
[ The laughter hitches and drags when Gator thrusts against him. Quentin is as hard as anything through this; the friction makes his eyes flutter. Or maybe that's the air loss. He tries to wet his lips to say yeah. He nods. Yeah. ]
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[ But then he bites his lips shut. Mad. Pouting, like a kid. He cranks the water on.
[ The thing is, he may be easy, but Quentin still has his forms of privacy that he clings too. As he sheds out of his coat and shoes, letting them pile on the floor haphazardly, he's painfully aware that he can think of the last person that saw him naked. Half naked, sure, clothes askew in the dark. But he doesn't let people see him like this.
[ As the steam builds, at least there's a good chance that it obscures the scars. The little ones inside his thighs, over his sides, that he usually forgets about. He's out of his pants easily enough. The sweatshirt and shirt underneath are more awkward; as he peels out of them, he tries to angle his eyes away and his good shoulder towards Gator to hide the thick strips of scar tissue slashed over the left side of his chest--stabbed all the way through his shoulder on the back.
[ His clothes look muddy gray on the floor, flushed skin too pink in the tidy little bathroom. Just get it done. He doesn't spare Gator a look before slipping under the steaming water. ]
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[ gator wants to rear back and hit him again, wants to show him what respect looks like, but instead he merely watches with cold eyes as quentin steps under the water. he looks him over, unimpressed, gun now on his lap as he pulls the safety. he checks the clip, reloads, then pulls back the hammer. ]
Listen, now. You're gonna wash up, then you're comin' to bed. With me. That's the only way I know you won't steal anythin'.
[ gator's lips purse, and he lifts the gun, the barrel pointed upward. he taps it to his forehead, his temple, then points it at quentin. ]
Do you understand that, shit-streak?
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[ He spares a glance out at Gator as he soaps through his hair. The shitty product carves the grease out of his curls in seconds. ]
What, you're not gonna jack off about this?
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[ he plays with the safety, on and off with his thumb. his face twists, sarcasm, chin nodding upward with a roll of his eyes. ]
You asked for a place to stay, remember? Did I put you out? Nah, I didn't.
[ out of the kindness of his heart, of course. ]
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[ He's just as brisk lathering up again to clean the crooks if him--his pits, his crack, course and quick around his dick. ] I guess I'm just trying to calculate the cost of all this kindness.
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[ guns and god bless america. not that gator has ever given two fucks about his father's religious bullshit, but he knows better than to speak on it to fucking quentin. instead, he keeps the military attitude, hoping that is threat enough alone. the gun is just a plus, isn't it? ]
What, you think I'm just gonna toss you out? Oh, baby, you ain't got a clue.
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[ He turns off the water with a low thunk, pushes the curtain all the way to the side and holds his arms up for inspection. Turns to the back. About face again, lifting his junk up for the whole review. How's that for military? ]
Happy? Can I get a towel?
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[ the look in his eye is dangerous, tempted into violence. his fingers flex before he stands, tossing a towel at quentin with little intent on where it lands. he then straightens his spine, tilting his head, eyes washing over the skinny, pathetic thing in his shower. they crawl, vastly irritated, and without warning - ]
You gonna talk to me like that all night, shithead?
[ gator's hand flies out, a predator angling their prey. it wraps around quentin's throat, squeezing, pushing him against the wall of the shower. he steps inside the tub, boots on the wet porcelain. he closes their distance. ]
See, where I'm from, we got this thing called manners.
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[ He nods against Gator's hand, swallows against Gator's hand, bunching his towel in his hands. ] Okay. You know what they say, you can--take the man out of the city...
[ Slow, ginger, he wraps the towel around his waist. The corner of his mouth twitches, but he's steady when he asks: ] What kind of manners do you wanna see?
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Out of the city, huh? You think all that shit's gonna get you somewhere here? 'Cause it ain't.
[ gator picks up another towel, drying his hand from quentin's wet skin. he tosses it at quentin after he's done, knowing he might need one for his hair. he backs up, both hands up, before he sits on the edge of the sink again. his eyes still look fucking cracked, but he's calm. for now. ]
You're gonna have to be real nice, you fuckin' pussy. Stand up straight.
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[ That look makes his gut wobble more than being pressed to the wall or cuffed around the neck. With Gator puffing against his mouth, he could have kissed him. He could have knocked him out. The question of which was more likely frightens him. Maybe the only way to mitigate the fear is
[ Choose. Decide. Be nice.
[ When he steps out of the shower, he's still wrapped around his waist, the second towel hung around his neck. He feels better, clean and a little covered up. Knows he looks more presentable with his hair clean and mussed--sweeter, sexier. He trusts his ability to push a result with the way he looks as he steps to Gator at the edge of the sink. He fits between Gator's knees, filling the space instead of taking it. He holds onto the edge of the towel around his neck, but he leans in close enough that the backs of his hands press to Gator's chest. ]
Okay. I can be nice. I can be real nice. Thank you for letting me shower. Can I kiss you? Please?
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You're gettin' awfully close. That your plan?
[ a slow smile grows against gator's features, and he nods once, just as slow. he releases quentin from his grip, leaning back. he stares at quentin with that deranged look, and then he laughs. real, genuine, and it isn't as harsh as it could be. ]
Think all this is gonna make it easier on you? What are you thinkin'? Take the gun, blow my fuckin' brains out?
[ gator reaches for the gun, quick. before a blink, the barrel is pointed at quentin's temple. gator cocks the hammer. the safety is off. gator tilts his chin up, and he's every inch roy, a predator that likes to play with his food. ]
What if I did it first, huh?
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[ As his eyes open, he doesn't bother hiding the way his breath shakes. ] Kind of a waste of a shower.
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Real fuckin' cute that you think I'd clean it up.
[ a smile, slow. so slow. his teeth are on edge, practically stained red with the hunt. he has quentin where he wants him, right in the corner, and the way his breath trembles - gator chuckles, it's low, and it's amused enough that he releases the hammer and backs the gun away. he's still holding it, the barrel pointed skyward. ]
Look at you - shakin'. You think a little ol' gun's gonna be the thing that gets you? Huh? Look at me when I'm fuckin' talkin' to you.
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Get out. Bedroom's to the left.
[ gator follows, standing up straight. he pushes quentin again, hand on the small of his bare back. he knows the boy will struggle, but that's all part of it, isn't it? that fear, that pliable nothingness that people become when it settles in the brain. ]
Get your ass movin'.
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[ It surprises him that there's nothing on the floor for him to trip over. He can't see the details of the things on the walls clearly, but it surprises him to realize that the walls are covered and colorful, that the place is clean. Even comfortable, despite the glimpses of disturbing imagery he gets as his eyes adjust. It's a nest. A home.
[ As soon as his nerves start to relax, he knows to look out. Abruptly, his gaze cuts over his shoulder to see where Gator is--whether one of those hands is coming to cuff him again. If it is, he flinches away instinctively. His skin prickles up his spine as he asks: ]
You want me on the bed, or--?
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Yeah, I want you on the fuckin' bed.
[ he taps quentin on the back of the head with his knuckles, just hard enough to hurt, just hard enough to get him going. he tosses the towel over his desk chair, then rears back and smacks quentin's ass with full strength. ]
We can do this easy, or we can do this hard. But me? I kinda like it hard.
[ he pushes quentin again, this time forcefully. there's no softness, no consideration. he slips out of his t-shirt, revealing his torso, before he slings the shirt over the towel. ]
Ain't no one gonna come if you scream but me, you get me?
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[ So he tries to play. If Gator likes playing the hard way, he can't complain when Quentin bounces back from being shoved and catches him by the waist of his pants. Tugs him along with, eyes scraping over his body in the dim light. Does he have scars too? ]
Sounds like you want me to scream. I mean, you wanna come, I'm guessing. [ One hand stays fisted in Gator's jeans, the other sweeping over his abs, his chest. ] You mean like porn screaming or like--worse--screaming?
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Let's see which one wins out, huh? You wanna be my pornstar? Wanna open those legs for it?
[ gator unbuckles himself, pulling his trousers and boxers down just enough, free cock rubbing against quentin's as he ruts forward. his hand snakes up to wrap around quentin's throat, but he doesn't squeeze, not yet. he simply rubs their cocks together with his free hand, gator's weighty and stiff. he licks his bottom lip, watching quentin's eyes. ]
Now, baby, you ain't ever gonna get it like this.
[ and that's a fact. it's coming, the pain, but the pleasure he's drawing out makes sense. play with the prey, play with your food. gator slowly works his hand up and down, fist tight but palm soft around quentin's cock. he pinches the head, working his thumb, his own cock laying against quentin's abdomen. ]
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[ He likes it enough that when Gator pulls away, Quentin tries to chase it--but the cuffs bring him back to the present. That's--fine, that's fair. It doesn't hurt his hard-on at all, even if the pinch makes him jerk and hiss. ]
You're gonna change my whole life, huh? [ The edge of the cuffs skate his skin strangely as he wiggles down an inch or so squeeze his thighs around Gator's sides, one heel tucking behind Gator's knee. His eyes fall to look for the cock resting heavy in the crook of his thigh, teeth pull instinctively at his lip to see Gator's fist working him just as casual as it is mean. Quiet, loose and airy: ] That feels--mm. That feels good, Gator. Besides, the--I mean. You don't want me to touch you?
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Does it feel good, slut? You gonna get a wet cunt?
[ he spits in quentin's face, the glob of it hitting his cheek. he then snatches quentin's head back by his hair, fingers no longer stroking. he kisses him roughly, this time biting, slamming quentin's head against the pillows. his cockhead rubs against quentin's opening. he doesn't dare, not without lube, but the idea is there. gator could pin down quentin and take what he wants without worry, but he wants quentin to ache for it. he wants him a mess under him, being thrust into so hard he practically tastes what gator plans on draining deep inside. ]
That's it, baby, open up, or I'll beat the shit out of you.
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[ The backs of his arms ache, like his neck as he cranes away from Gator's mouth, like his hip flexors when he wedges a shin against the inside of Gator's thigh to push him back. ]
Jesus, ease up! Where's your condoms? You got me stuck, alright, you win! But I have not been tested for like two months, okay, don't you fucking dare.
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[ another slap, this time harder than the last. the back of gator's hand is red, it stings, but it's satisfying. his cock twitches, the violence, the way quentin looks up at him like some kind of wounded fucking animal. those big eyes, the fear: it's divine, running right between gator's legs and hitting hard. ]
You're gonna lay there, you're gonna like it. Do you fuckin' understand?
[ that's when quentin pushes gator back, and before he can spit on him again - don't you fucking dare. gator blinks, then his upper lip twitches in anger. the little fucker might not be clean, and that pisses gator off more than quentin understands. no condoms, ever. his daddy didn't raise no bitch, in his opinion, and if someone happens to get pregnant - well, that's what doctors are for. abortions are high in stark county, but not because of gator. holes are holes, and he prefers his cock driving in and coming thick.
with a growl, his hand reaches out, and he takes quentin by the throat. he squeezes, holding him down, cockhead laying against quentin's own. he thrusts his hips, fucking against quentin's own cock. pleasure and pain, hate and love. it's the same thing, isn't it? a smack, a kiss, a fuck, a punch. same exhilaration. same adrenaline. ]
I don't fuckin' use condoms. Are you fuckin' clean or not?
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[ The laughter hitches and drags when Gator thrusts against him. Quentin is as hard as anything through this; the friction makes his eyes flutter. Or maybe that's the air loss. He tries to wet his lips to say yeah. He nods. Yeah. ]
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